Sometimes I think I work late into the night just to prove I am indeed an important person.

Sometimes I think I work early into the morning just to show that this job is just as high-flying as the job I could have had.

 

Sometimes I think I dread fame because I can’t handle the responsibility.

Sometimes I think I don’t want to work in an office just because I love myself too much to stand other people.

 

Sometimes I think I continue to buy pretty clothes I don’t need and pretty shoes I don’t wear because I cannot face the dreary of life.

Sometimes I think I work and work and work just to escape from the dreary of life.

 

Sometimes I think this is the only thing I am good at and I don’t know what else I can do if I don’t do this so I keep on doing it even though sometimes I feel I’ve lost the drive.

Sometimes I look back and think if this dream life I have is really what I once wanted and I try to remember why I wanted this life.

 

Sometimes I think of quitting because I fear I will one day let others down.

Sometimes I think of quitting because I fear I am not living my life to its fullest.

 

Sometimes I think I don’t really enjoy this job, I have just chosen the safest bet. Like so many other things in my life. I grab the first opportunity that comes along for the sake of security.

 

And then I look at your innocent faces and remember why I chose this life. I chose this life so I could have you and enjoy it with you. That's why.

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  • 好甜蜜的媽媽情書~~
  • (害羞)~

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/13 12:37

  • I like your ending~
    I also like your chinese articles
  • thanQ~

    I've been asking myself these questions lately, then I realized the answer is just so obvious

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/13 12:37

  • I've been asking myself the same questiones, too.
    Although I didn't work half as hard as you did.
    And my answer is similar, though I don't have the little beautiful faces to look at yet.
    I hope in the near future, they will come and let me feel the greatest love in the world :)
  • I know, I chose this life long long before I had them

    And I am glad I did

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/14 03:29

  • I have all the same questions but no innocent faces to look upon......

    I guess we all doubt ourselves and the meaning of our lives every now and then, could this be another elaboration of "I think therefore I am"?
  • My motto is usually this 'I eat, therefore I am'

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/15 05:07

  • 妳跟老爸越來越像了~
  • 你也是,都很欠扁

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/15 05:07

  • this question is for your brother-
    Do you mean to say she is as sentimental as your dad?
    haaaaaaaaaaaa!
    Belle
  • Just want to tell you not to worry 小工,my brother is the same, 總是天外飛來一筆很是煞風景的話
    BELLE
  • 哈!害我還以為妳認識他

    沒錯,兄弟都是這樣,還是有姊妹好啊~

    locirclereplied on 2009/08/19 03:25

  • Sometimes I question the meaning of my existence.
    I occasionally wonder what the world would have been like had I not been born.
    I generally come to the conclusion that there wouldn't be any noticeable vicissitudes; I have not contributed much to anyone's life (much less society).
    Yet I am still here, living and breathing, even responding to the posts of someone that I do not know.
    I reason that I live to answer the question "why am I alive?"
    You have found your reason; perhaps I shall also find mine, someday in the future.
    For now, I suppose that I will just attempt to savour the little pleasures in life and take time to smell the roses.
    (This must be the most maudlin response that I have EVER posted. I'm blaming this on lack of sleep~)
  • I hope you find yours soon, good luck!

    Nice talking to you

    locirclereplied on 2009/09/11 16:15

  • Hi, 很喜歡你的這篇文章, 請問能把它轉貼到我的blog嗎?(我會註明出處), 謝謝。
  • 不客氣

    請問你的部落格在哪?

    locirclereplied on 2009/10/10 01:24

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