Sometimes I think I work late into the night just to prove I am indeed an important person.
Sometimes I think I work early into the morning just to show that this job is just as high-flying as the job I could have had.
Sometimes I think I dread fame because I can’t handle the responsibility.
Sometimes I think I don’t want to work in an office just because I love myself too much to stand other people.
Sometimes I think I continue to buy pretty clothes I don’t need and pretty shoes I don’t wear because I cannot face the dreary of life.
Sometimes I think I work and work and work just to escape from the dreary of life.
Sometimes I think this is the only thing I am good at and I don’t know what else I can do if I don’t do this so I keep on doing it even though sometimes I feel I’ve lost the drive.
Sometimes I look back and think if this dream life I have is really what I once wanted and I try to remember why I wanted this life.
Sometimes I think of quitting because I fear I will one day let others down.
Sometimes I think of quitting because I fear I am not living my life to its fullest.
Sometimes I think I don’t really enjoy this job, I have just chosen the safest bet. Like so many other things in my life. I grab the first opportunity that comes along for the sake of security.
And then I look at your innocent faces and remember why I chose this life. I chose this life so I could have you and enjoy it with you. That's why.
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